This is going to be the last post for the year of 2008. So many things has happened throughout the year with so many things has been left unsaid. Maybe it's just me being too sentimental. Funny to think that I still couldn't come clean with myself on certain things and the fact that 2008 is going to end soon. I probably should've just let it go in the first place. But I guess I just didn't want it to. I still wanted to hold on a false hope although I know there's no point in it. Wish I can let it out but I'm too scared to do so because if I did I must bare the consequences myself. But then again I think I don't mind of getting hurt by someone or something that I care so very much.
This year has been kind and unkind to me and my family, it also has changed my point of view of life - to be more kind to myself and others and to appreciate others more and not to take things for granted because you never know what you have until it's gone. We'll never know what's the future is like for us. As for me I will take it whether if it's good or bad I'm sure it'll teach me to be a better person. To learn to just let it fly. Like a bird.
Happy New Year 2009 + Salam Maal Hijrah 1430 + God bless.
