Yes, Hatsumomo. An antagonist in Memoirs of A Geisha -and of course that 'friend' knew about that character so well. I think she got the idea to hurt me from the book itself. Yesterday I found out that so-called 'friend' is bitching about me that I'm forever complaining about me doing clerical job. So what? I didn't ask you to worry about me. Even my mother could be bothered to think about my future because she knew that both of her children will turn up well (God permit).
At first I was angry of her sarcastic remark. But after reading between the lines, I come to realise that she was actually talking about herself. With her DEGREE (plus Best Student all that crap) she probably think that she could've taken up the CEO's position instead of that ALIcia. Well, too bad nobody realize her 'true' potential.
How I feel at that time was mixed. I was very upset but at the same time I was very happy. I was upset because imagine the whole year together being friends, I even considered her my own sister (since she had lost her mother), sharing happy moments together, sharing my crushes stories with her, everything but in the end it was all fake. She really played her role well. I always look up to her as inspiration for me. Not that I didn't realize all the things she had hurt me. I did. But because my sisterly feelings for her paramounts everything, I just put it all aside. She even took a step further just to get with my crush-he's MARRIED (and so was she) for goodness sake! I just liked him not to the extreme to make him leave his wife plus he got a very cute little girl!
Whatever. Suit yourself, girl! You can do whatever you want. I'm not going to think about you because you got nothing to do with me at all.
To add more spice to the story, she was pregnant at this moment. People might have hated me for being so freaking rude toward a pregnant lady but heck! It doesn't mean you're pregnant you're immune to all the wrong doings that you had done unto others. She didn't realise the pain she had caused to other people.
I think she must have hated me all along. The only thing that made her my friend is because of one thing-Men. That's the reason why we were so close. And how a fool I am thinking that the friendship was real. All I can do now is to prove that I can be a somebody that inspires everyone and lead a decent and comfortable life. As for her-Good Riddance!
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Listening to: Evanescence - Everybody's Fool
via FoxyTunes
At first I was angry of her sarcastic remark. But after reading between the lines, I come to realise that she was actually talking about herself. With her DEGREE (plus Best Student all that crap) she probably think that she could've taken up the CEO's position instead of that ALIcia. Well, too bad nobody realize her 'true' potential.
How I feel at that time was mixed. I was very upset but at the same time I was very happy. I was upset because imagine the whole year together being friends, I even considered her my own sister (since she had lost her mother), sharing happy moments together, sharing my crushes stories with her, everything but in the end it was all fake. She really played her role well. I always look up to her as inspiration for me. Not that I didn't realize all the things she had hurt me. I did. But because my sisterly feelings for her paramounts everything, I just put it all aside. She even took a step further just to get with my crush-he's MARRIED (and so was she) for goodness sake! I just liked him not to the extreme to make him leave his wife plus he got a very cute little girl!
Whatever. Suit yourself, girl! You can do whatever you want. I'm not going to think about you because you got nothing to do with me at all.
To add more spice to the story, she was pregnant at this moment. People might have hated me for being so freaking rude toward a pregnant lady but heck! It doesn't mean you're pregnant you're immune to all the wrong doings that you had done unto others. She didn't realise the pain she had caused to other people.
I think she must have hated me all along. The only thing that made her my friend is because of one thing-Men. That's the reason why we were so close. And how a fool I am thinking that the friendship was real. All I can do now is to prove that I can be a somebody that inspires everyone and lead a decent and comfortable life. As for her-Good Riddance!
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Listening to: Evanescence - Everybody's Fool
via FoxyTunes
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